post its at often (don't even think about the title, it's not meant to make sense)

I haven't posted ( post ed, post it, post its, lol) in a while, thoughi am working on a mad awsome theory about stuff intertwined and stuff and it's really good so far. The funny part of this story, have you ever watched blue's clues? Do you remember the handy dandy notebook, shaped like a couch? Well, I'm writing my theory down on a star shaped version of that. Sad huh? But it's just more fun and inspiring than a regular composition notebook. Somehow, spiral and composition notebooks remind me of cubicles, and there is only so much you can think about related to cubicles. Cubicles scare me, and yet i love sitting in a cubicle if the conputer is working. and even if it isn't, cubicles have a lot of privacy if there's a door. But seriously, i'm working on a really good theory that may one day change the world. ok, not really, but one day, some college proffesor will force their students to write a reflection on these thoughts. yeah. that would be sad, considering i'm only 13. but i can't stand it when teachers do that. it's ok if they make us read it and then have a discussion in class about it, which is much better. but the whole write a reflection on blah blah blah, it's due tommorrow. it takes the fun out of reading man... but seriously, wiat. the suspense may as well end up killling you, but wait, i have a awsome post coming up about art, math, science, history, art, language arts philosphy, music, etc,. are all awsomely interconnected in mass web of connect-ed-ness.... but seriouly, it's gonna be good. okay. maybe i am exagerating. but it's all okay. but really, you should read it. it may aste a whole 5 minutes of you life. great. now i'm underestimating my own ability to present ideas in intresting ways. anyway, here is some other stuff i've been thinking about-

• We are all different, and in that aspect, we are all the same
• There are no dangerous ideas (morally wrong maybe tho), but there are dangerous actions
• Analyzing can a)give you a better understanding of something. b) give something a meaning it shouldn't have
• We never grow up, we just grow old

here are some stuff i a) made on art dabbler or b) drew

Oh and i also got an 8th grade "dance" coming up. i'm going for the free food. yup. pay the price for one ticket then you can munch away and the mad awsomeness of the sugary goodness. mmmm... sugary goodness in my veins... well, stay tuned!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want my mommy.

I just want my mom to come back home.
(pic of my mom)

zimmy goodness

another pic i made

here is something else i made on art dabbler.

Learn from your parents...

Lately, I've been observing my parents...
this is what i've learned without them knowing...

• don't get married on impulse
• trust your parents judgment IF they are good parent
• don't settle for anyone, make sure they are perfect for you
• Your personnal experience is more important than what other people say
• long term goals are important
• don't read depressing stories about ophans and death and sadness to a 3 year old, it mentally scars them
• include something educational whenever you are playing with children ( math , science , philosophy, anything that encourages thought)
• friends are important , they help in learning social skills. But as importan it is to be nice to allies, it's good to grow up learning how to treat your enemies ( be nice to them, that way they can't hold anything against you)

More on the way....
stay tuned....


well, i have to go to bed now. i have an algebra sol (end of year test) tommorrow. see ya soon! *^_^*

Our band so far...

status
we are working on two albums at once (lyrics only)

One of them is going to be called- the machine







For name of the other album of info go to stickay's blog
http://nabeed.blogspot.com


it's funny, we're working on albums when we don't even have a name yet...

Forgive Me , For I Have Become a Machine

song by
SiR

Oh dear mother
what have you done
You just killed me from inside
Wanting me to conform
to the endless mainstream lies

Oh dear father what have you done
You kept me locked out from the world
Keeping me inside
and all alone in me room
trying to find myself

I wanted to belong
(instrumental interlude)

I'm sorry for being so rude
I was trying to be a leader
forgive me for butting in
i only wanted to be a healer
(oh dear)

following the world
i have sold my soul
and have become one of the
machines that never matter

(chorus)
I've become a machine
just like you
Ive become a machine
unlike you
for i chose to look back
And now i'm free
of the endless conformity


I want this leave this mechanized world
to get a taste of humanity
I want to be myself
if only i weren't molded by everybody else

Fishing for a meaning i'll never find
thank you world
for telling me free thinking was wrong
when the end of the world comes
at the last song

(chorus)

Forgive me
for the pain i've inflicted
i'm only following orders
cuz society is the remote control
forgive me for the broken hearts
pardon me for the hate

I've become a machine
(instrumental interlude)

Thank you for the shunning
and thank you for the kill
and thank you for the pills
thank you
i've become a machine

just
like
one
of
you!

will you remeber me?
will you ever feel my pain?
no
cuz your the manufactuer of broken dreams


(chorus)

you told me it couldn't happen
you told me it was impossible
well
you were right
cuz now it is

Now i've got to find my soul
I hope it's not broken
i hope it's still whole

i've found myself in the peices
of the millions who came before
Now onto bigger things

i'm above these labels
i'm above these names
because when it all ends
who will be there to blame

No one likes an outcast
no one likes a poser
No matter what you call me
it's your fault i'm this way.


(chorus)


(chorus)
(fades with instuments)

Band - - -

What should be the name of me and my friends hypothetical band, if any of us knew how to play an instrument, My cousin Nabela is the only one who has any musical talent(she has a phenomenal voice!!!)...
"Broken Souls" sounds cool...(haha, BS)
But " White Rose of Athens" sounds way uber cool!
Melon Angels (opposite of "Lemon Demon" though we are HUGE fans!!)
Lunar Wolves



cast your votes...
or:
Give me some more suggestions...

Band members:
--SiR (note-this is not my real name...)
--SiR's main Blog
Sir = guitarist

--Nabeed (aka Stickay)
--Nabeed's main Blog
Nabeed =Drummer

--Nabela
--Nabela's main Blog
Nabela = Lead Singer

Jessica ( aka Fish Fillet)
no real blog yet....
Jessica =Bass player


The songs are written individually, but some collaborated. No one person in the band s assigned lyrics, but anytime lyrics are written they are looked at and worked on, if we ever had the chance to get together and have a practice, and a couple band member need to learn how to play instruments, but first buy the instruments...
BLEH!!!